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Am I happy?

For the past few months...almost years actually, of my life, my days have been all pretty much the same. Work. Sleep. Eat. Anime/manga/books/videogames/jdrama's/kpop and jpop. I don't do much aside from that. Not that it's boring to me, I enjoy it, but I was just recently (like this morning) aware that everyday I wake up knowing what to expect of my day. I don't care to be around people much and my favorite activities can be done right in the comfort of my room. So honestly, I don't mind it too much, but at the same time, it scares me sometimes. I don't really know why,  but it does. I mean, while this monotony continue on for the rest of my life? Will I ever a time when I'm doing something I've always wanted to do? Travel to other countries? Sing or act on stage? Have a book published? Art work on display? Meet actors I adore? Go to an anime convention? Make a youtube vlog? Travel even within my own country? Make babies, get married? Or will I continue to struggle with money and be content with my comfort activities?

But to answer my question... I do believe I'm happy right now, but I feel like that happiness won't last unless I do something different, and soon.