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R.I.P EunB and RiSe

So even though I wasn't too familiar with them or their group, what happened to these girls seriously hit me hard.

EunB - 21 years old.

RiSe - 23 years old.

Both so young. They had so much going for them. There was so much more for them to do. And then that horrible crash happened, and now two beautiful ladies have left this world. I can't even imagine what the other three members are feeling. Their families. Their friends.

And it scares me. This reminded me that my idols are human too. I could lose my idols at anytime as well. My friend. My family.

Since I've heard of what happened, I just... I imagine what was going through their minds as it happened. Did they see it coming? Or did it happen so fast that they didn't register it. The horror of what they could have seen coming. I mean, it scares me. And I just feel so horrible for them. I just can't shake the feeling. I just don't understand. I can't fathom it. What was going through their minds?

I'm nearing a panic attack. I can feel it coming. I wish there was a way to stop it, but I'm just so sad. So scared. So upset.

I feel bad that this happened though for me to actually pay more attention to them. I knew of them, heard a few songs, but never really paid more attention then that. And now...Now I want to know all about them. I know it's late, but..

But isn't that how a lot of other people may be too? Is it bad that I want to know more about them NOW? I mean, I was going to look more into them in the future. But now I feel like I'm too late. Yet, I still will anyways.

I'm sorry girls. I wish I could have been there more for you in spirit. I'm sorry that your lives were cut short. I'm sorry it happened. I really wish it didn't. I'm sorry that I don't know more about you.

I hope both of you rest in peace. Enjoy your time in heaven.